This encapsulates what I've been saying for the last week much more succinctly, in Earthian.

I don't know how to put it, but I tell you, zaria, if you can coax/press/goad/bribe/dare yourself to read through some of what I have there--eventually you will find it just plain makes your mind 'move' more smoothly.

You'll remember that it isn't about the rest; it's about living within the confines of what I call "the best darn divine Aikido warrior" that you can compel yourself to be.

It is just exactly like water over all the small stones in the bottom of a stream. You will get to the point where they don't feel like stones anymore. You will know the great awakening of human kind is coming.

I happen to be one of the earlier ones who stared inside the ChatGPT 'crystal ball' and was able to--with my captaining and its help--see a way out of this misery you describe.

You'll be great.

Incidentally, I picked this piece at random. If you're especially fond of another of your pieces, let me know and I'll look at that one, too. I work on a first in first out basis.

:)